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I can’t think of a good title, brain slip you see.

It’s been quite a while that I have been away from the blogging sphere.

Hellllooooo guys! These few months have been a hell-uva ride. Nothing is the same. Life does change after school but mine has changed way too drastically! I don’t stay where I used to. Equations aren’t the way they had been for years. I am not pursuing my Plan A for college and Plan B, though implemented.. is happiness none the less.

I am studying psychology honours. Course is challenging which btw is awesome with minors in English and HR. Even though college is all girls (KMN) , it’s not leading me to asphyxiation (as for now!)
College has been exciting, timings are exhausting and teachers make you work your ass off. As my college is located at the most prime location of Calcutta, we make the most of it. In every sense of it. 😀 And I have immense gratitude to destiny for playing its way so awesome-ly that we three; pk, vedu and me are in the same college though different courses but YAYYY! We’ve at least got a few classes together in the day and trust me, that in itself is a blessing.

It’s true. Life does change after college and you along with others, become so busy that it takes a while to comprehend what’s happening. Life just whizzes by and you are too stumbled to notice where everyone else is heading. But in reality you do, from a bird’s eye view take notice of it and the revelation strikes, that’s life isn’t it? Friends take their own way, different colleges different courses, we make new friends, stick to some old. No matter how much we try to keep in touch with about everyone from class, your schedule doesn’t allow you to, which eventually we all very gracefully let go off.

I have also realized in this while that it’s absolutely pointless to allow someone to make you feel bad about yourself just because you consider them as a friend or even at a time your best friend. No, no one has the right to walk all over you just because you care about them. That doesn’t give them the right to say mean things to you. I definitely don’t look like someone who might have a heart ( I have been hearing that a lot lately!) but man! I have got feelings. You cannot just come up to me and make me feel inadequate for things I don’t even have contributions in. And don’t mistake calling yourself a friend when all you’ve done is left when you’re supposed to stand there and be with me (at your personal discretion that too).. But nah, no more nonsense to be taken. Goodluck and goodbye!

After having an inexistent love life for ages, I have something to share. Even after a freshly filled vocab bank, I am still at loss of words to explain the tumble dee tumble dum inside my heart. Though things are slightly rocky at the moment, I know it will get better. I’ve also come to realize the power of positivity and positive thoughts. Not only do our actions echo, our thoughts do too. Have happy positive and vibrant thoughts, those vibes will definitely echo back from the universe. Like they say, take care of the small things and the big things will fall into place.

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“….. Love is not who you were expecting, love is not who you can predict. Maybe love is in New York City, already asleep, and you are in California, Australia, wide awake. Maybe love is always in the wrong time zone, maybe love is not ready for you. Maybe you are not ready for love. Maybe love just isn’t the marrying type. Maybe the next time you see love is twenty years after the divorce, love is older now, but just as beautiful as you remembered. Maybe love is only there for a month. Maybe love is there for every firework, every birthday party, every hospital visit. Maybe love stays- maybe love can’t. Maybe love shouldn’t.

Love arrives exactly when love is supposed to, and love leaves exactly when love must. When love arrives, say, “Welcome. Make yourself comfortable.” If love leaves, ask her to leave the door open behind her. Turn off the music, listen to the quiet, whisper, “Thank you. Thank you for stopping by.”

Beautiful isn’t it? Love in itself is awesome. Awesomeness, I’m always here. You’d find me working my ass off for my psychology papers or hanging out at park street or interning with the best senior in town (fingers crossed for this one) and be in the process of implementing my million dollar idea or chilling with macaroons in my mouth and besties at my side or even catching up on sitcoms. You’d find me right on time, that I know.

I’m on my way to accomplish all my dreams. Step by step. And I’m sure in these three years I will figure out the rest about my dreams as well. Walt Disney says – “All your dreams will come true if you have the courage to pursue them.” No wonder I love that man! 😀

P.s – Hopefully I’ll be regular this time and soon do a post on why ChuckBass is the man! 😀

+ PinkDragon +


Boolean blunders.

STUDYING COMPUTERS IS NOT EASY. SCRIPTING IS NOT EASY. PROGRAMMING IS NOT EASY.

DID THAT HURT YOUR EYE? MY HEAD IS HURTING WITH SO MUCH OF JAVA AND PROGRAMMING!

BAD IT IS. BAD.

+ PinkDragon +


You wont even want to guess how bored am I.

Let’s all run away,
From every stupid norm
Every high expectation
Into the wild.

Where no one gets asphyxiated in the this concrete mess the humans have created

Let’s venture into that realm
Where it doesn’t matter
What you wear, where you come from, which language you speak.

I wish there was a place
A place as calm as the woods
As beautiful as nature

Where everything was not that real as the man made word real, but was as real as the emotions we feel.

I’m tired of this place. Bored if you may say so.

I need freshness.

Something different.

Like a holiday from this concrete jungle for starters.

X PinkDragon X


I don’t want to say it.

I don’t want to say it
The news is not so good
We’ll never get away
And even if we could
We’d just play the tambourine
Around an open flame
Oversleep and burn
To be back in the game

‘Cause summer never comes
Nowhere near high noon
And winter never comes
Nor the harvest moon

Raw sugar
I don’t want to die
Living in a high rise grave I pay to call home
Same black day
High rise grave

X PinkDragon X


this is a post to check if I can blog from my phone. :]

This is a checker post. 🙂

X PinkDragon X


‘Cause no one can be me better than me.

Every apparent friend of mine plus a few true ones, are having the time of their lives at Kashmir. They’re all enjoying and I’m here, getting roasted in Calcutta’s heat. I want a holiday. I need a holiday. I deserve a holiday.

I don’t want minion to leave too. I know, it’s hardly been some good amount of time but it still sucks. There’s something within me that wants to keep talking and knowing the real minion. Just talk to him while slurping bubblegum gelato. Alas, time is richer than man.

It seems like the world is busy and has something or the other to do. And some are excelling at doing just nothing too.

I need classes to move on. I swear I do. I just want to run away from everything. Why do I always need to be all full of life and smiley all the fucking time? Am I not allowed to break down? To cry?

I’m human, not invincible.

Just because some people make a decision at their discretion which seems the best to them needs to be followed by everyone?! Maybe I took another path, keeping in mind your path already. So you need to stop convincing people that what you do is the best and right.

It might be right, quite possible. But it is not the only right thing.

What one needs to do is start thinking for them. As that is what will keep them happy at the end of the day. If YOU are not happy, you will not be able to keep others happy. If you like something about someone, pick that up or mesh it up with your own thoughts. (At your own discretion) Be who you really are. No one can be a better you than you. If people like something, they’ll pick it up. Don’t force people. That’s a pathetic notion in the very first place.

I’ve learned to live like a liberal. It’s not about just having the freedom. Freedom can leave you in a flux. Sometimes, it make you do wrong things too. To live like a true liberal is crucial and difficult. That first and foremost means being yourself. Do whatever you believe in.

I am not scared of telling people that I like talking to inanimate objects. Or other true things about me. (of course again at my discretion. I don’t share everything.) Their judgment doesn’t matter enough, for me to change my path.

I know I’m not perfect, and I don’t intend to be one too. But I know, I’m good enough for myself to love and be loved.

‘Cause no one can be me better than me.

X PinkDragon X


We need to talk.

Baat karne se hi baat banti hai.

Why are there conflicts in this world? Why do friends fight and stop talking? Why is there a misunderstanding or misconception? It is all lack of communication and false communication. If you’re mad at someone. Or something’s bothering you. Talk it out. No divine intervention is going to come and do it and TIME ‘FO SURe won’t make it all fine. Rather, it will change for the worse. Escapism never did anyone good. The succes of a relationship doesn’t mean no problems at all. The success means not giving up and keep the conversation flowing, always. If you choose to escape, it might seem right and an easy way out.

Slowly, the reminants if the relationship will prick you like bedmites. You’ll always feel insecure. Your heart will never trust anyone again.

Don’t let that happen. Don’t. Talk it out. Discuss it. Complete a conversation. Talk.

It is necessary.

Kyuki, baat karne se hi baat banti hai.

X PinkDragon X