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HNY it is!

Happy New Year everyone! 🙂

Happy 2k15 everyone. I hope you all have a great year! May this year bring in a lot of positivism and happiness. May we all become better individuals. May we all get closer to where we intend to reach in our lives.

Let’s start this new year on an insightful note. Let us all respect the ones who love and care for us. A lot of us complain of not being treated the right way by our loved ones. How about we change our perspectives. If we treat everyone we meet with kindness and sincerity and vouch never to intentionally hurt someone with our insensitive words and consciously make an effort to screen our sharp words maybe, just maybe we wont be treated that way too.


Work hard, love enough and partyyy! Cause baby, we all just have one lifetime to do everything that we want to.

+ PinkDragon +


Are we ever ‘ready’ to lose our loved ones?

One of my closest friends lost her mother today morning. Aunty was one of the happiest people I knew, always cracking jokes and someone who had an absolutely delightful sense of humor. She hadn’t been taking her pressure medicines from a few days which caused her pressure to drop alarmingly, which eventually led to brain hemorrhage. All of this happened in just 4 days.. Where ever you are aunty, may you rest in peace. I promise I’ll take care of A.

More than often we procrastinate. “I’ll catch up tomorrow” or “I’m waiting for the right time” or “After my exams or this particular date, I’ll spend time or figure things out”. Unconsciously, we take life for granted. So much so that life has to sometimes wake us up in the most unexpected of ways. No matter how much I do, I will never really understand my friend’s pain of losing her mother. We can never ever be ready to lose our loved ones..

A, you know I love you. I always have and I always will. I’m sorry but you have to bear with my lame jokes and stupid one liners which make you laugh none the less. Your wall will always be there. My extremely long bear hugs are reserved, just for you.

Always. :*

+ PinkDragon +

There is beauty in walking away.


Don’t let yourself feel small at any cost. Love (By which I mean any kind of love and not just the conventional one) is supposed to make you feel good about yourself, not like a hopeless helpless freak. If someone makes you feels like a violated piece of shit, walk off.

You can take in nonsense for the sake of the affection you feel for someone but letting them walk all over you time and again? Not happening dude.

There is Beauty in walking away. Plus, there’s always champagne.

+ PinkDragon +

I can’t think of a good title, brain slip you see.

It’s been quite a while that I have been away from the blogging sphere.

Hellllooooo guys! These few months have been a hell-uva ride. Nothing is the same. Life does change after school but mine has changed way too drastically! I don’t stay where I used to. Equations aren’t the way they had been for years. I am not pursuing my Plan A for college and Plan B, though implemented.. is happiness none the less.

I am studying psychology honours. Course is challenging which btw is awesome with minors in English and HR. Even though college is all girls (KMN) , it’s not leading me to asphyxiation (as for now!)
College has been exciting, timings are exhausting and teachers make you work your ass off. As my college is located at the most prime location of Calcutta, we make the most of it. In every sense of it. 😀 And I have immense gratitude to destiny for playing its way so awesome-ly that we three; pk, vedu and me are in the same college though different courses but YAYYY! We’ve at least got a few classes together in the day and trust me, that in itself is a blessing.

It’s true. Life does change after college and you along with others, become so busy that it takes a while to comprehend what’s happening. Life just whizzes by and you are too stumbled to notice where everyone else is heading. But in reality you do, from a bird’s eye view take notice of it and the revelation strikes, that’s life isn’t it? Friends take their own way, different colleges different courses, we make new friends, stick to some old. No matter how much we try to keep in touch with about everyone from class, your schedule doesn’t allow you to, which eventually we all very gracefully let go off.

I have also realized in this while that it’s absolutely pointless to allow someone to make you feel bad about yourself just because you consider them as a friend or even at a time your best friend. No, no one has the right to walk all over you just because you care about them. That doesn’t give them the right to say mean things to you. I definitely don’t look like someone who might have a heart ( I have been hearing that a lot lately!) but man! I have got feelings. You cannot just come up to me and make me feel inadequate for things I don’t even have contributions in. And don’t mistake calling yourself a friend when all you’ve done is left when you’re supposed to stand there and be with me (at your personal discretion that too).. But nah, no more nonsense to be taken. Goodluck and goodbye!

After having an inexistent love life for ages, I have something to share. Even after a freshly filled vocab bank, I am still at loss of words to explain the tumble dee tumble dum inside my heart. Though things are slightly rocky at the moment, I know it will get better. I’ve also come to realize the power of positivity and positive thoughts. Not only do our actions echo, our thoughts do too. Have happy positive and vibrant thoughts, those vibes will definitely echo back from the universe. Like they say, take care of the small things and the big things will fall into place.


“….. Love is not who you were expecting, love is not who you can predict. Maybe love is in New York City, already asleep, and you are in California, Australia, wide awake. Maybe love is always in the wrong time zone, maybe love is not ready for you. Maybe you are not ready for love. Maybe love just isn’t the marrying type. Maybe the next time you see love is twenty years after the divorce, love is older now, but just as beautiful as you remembered. Maybe love is only there for a month. Maybe love is there for every firework, every birthday party, every hospital visit. Maybe love stays- maybe love can’t. Maybe love shouldn’t.

Love arrives exactly when love is supposed to, and love leaves exactly when love must. When love arrives, say, “Welcome. Make yourself comfortable.” If love leaves, ask her to leave the door open behind her. Turn off the music, listen to the quiet, whisper, “Thank you. Thank you for stopping by.”

Beautiful isn’t it? Love in itself is awesome. Awesomeness, I’m always here. You’d find me working my ass off for my psychology papers or hanging out at park street or interning with the best senior in town (fingers crossed for this one) and be in the process of implementing my million dollar idea or chilling with macaroons in my mouth and besties at my side or even catching up on sitcoms. You’d find me right on time, that I know.

I’m on my way to accomplish all my dreams. Step by step. And I’m sure in these three years I will figure out the rest about my dreams as well. Walt Disney says – “All your dreams will come true if you have the courage to pursue them.” No wonder I love that man! 😀

P.s – Hopefully I’ll be regular this time and soon do a post on why ChuckBass is the man! 😀

+ PinkDragon +

You know my name, not my story.

Doing what you love is the cornerstone of having abundance in your life. – Wayne Dyer

Life upsets you and you think you’ll never recover. Until it throws something even worse at you, forcing you to focus on what really matters.

What’s worse?

Struggling through a chaotic (cheap) ruckus, a psychotic woman caused in your house with your entire family around? Being strong and showing that you don’t give a damn (trying with everything you have too)? Studying hard, really hard to comprehend and comprehend really well the subjects you’ve chosen (lol) and complete the never ending syllabus?
Or being ignored by the one who is apparently your friend, so very much?

My practical mind says give up on him. If he can chuck so much of attitude to me, be so rude when I do nothing to deserve that. Considering the pressure I have for my academics, I don’t even talk enough. Why? Why am I even supposed to give him the minuscule importance of feeling so bad about it. I shouldn’t be even giving a rats ass about it.
But, my heart says something very different. Like always. I have more faith in the eyes I see than the words I hear. (Actually don’t) There’s something which says have faith. I’m going to listen to that. No matter how abstract it is.
I’m going to keep faith. That is difficult.. Every fucking person is difficult. Sometimes the best thing you can do is not think, not wonder, not imagine, not obsess. Just breathe and have faith that everything will work out for the best.

Back to books. Back to reality. But with a little more hope than before.

+ PinkDragon +

Its all brewing.

November rains give the most beautiful feeling but what if the person you want to experience it all with isn’t with you? It does give you a pleasant feeling, but with it the side effects are prevalent too.
I have a terrible cough. My voice is all croaky and frog-gy. My entire throat is paining. With the occasional sneezes that accompany my regular coughs, I feel the world is in trance.

This cold of mine is getting on my nerves and paining the nerves too! Cherry on the cake is that my class has two split air conditioners that are for forever on. My class is so chilly and apparently my classmates do not feel cold AT ALL. Well, same here! I’m always on the side which says that the fan should be switched on. But, hello? Considering that the weather is changing, there should be some rationality and at least one of the two ACs should be switched off. The pigs in my class are always sweating and if I say something, they show their sweat and say, I need the AC! Duh!

Today was a weird day. I’ve observed and realized that there are certain people who will always be rude to you no matter how much you try to mend and make things better with and not to forget care for. For whom you’ve been nothing but a sweetheart. They’ll pass rude and snide comments on you when you have basically done nothing in fact aren’t even included in that conversation in the first place.
School’s coming to an end. I clearly know who’s going to regret their behavior when revelation strikes + karma.

There’s just so much of studying, writing, enjoying, crying, feeling good, feeling bad that the carnival is in its full swing within me.

I’m excited for the next phase that just begins. With a little bit of resentment and a lot of excitement and hell lot of emotions brewing within.
The feeling of attending school for the last time.(Just one month left.)

The feeling is inexplicable.

+ PinkDragon +

Serendipity, come surprise me.

Its a simple game. You win when you stop caring about it.

With time, not only do people and priorities change. But we change as well. The things that used to provide solace to me are a chapter of yesteryear now. I am as irregular about posting blogs or rather writing as I am about listening to music or hanging out with my friends.

I feel like no matter what I do, I am always left out and misunderstood. Taunted at. I’m tired of making people understand and still hoping for things to get better.

I’ve given up. All I want now is to go for a holiday. Away from all these people. I feel claustrophobic. Asphyxiated. I need air. Freshness. My Delhi trip is also cancelled cause I will be having my board practicals then. When things get worse, they get worse to its extreme limit, don’t they? Coming back to the vacation part, I need freshness, before I sit with my books yet again.

Almighty, yes you up there, please make this happen. I can’t talk to anyone these days. I don’t feel like. I have so much to say yet nothing that comes out. Somethings stuck in my esophagus. Tear ducts have stopped functioning efficiently. Social withdrawal is not what I want to resort to. I’m just so disappointed. Just so hurt, maybe to the power infinity that everything seems so surreal in a negative way. The bubbly me hasn’t visited me in months. I guess I’ve lost my voice. I feel so numb that words don’t come out. It isn’t a deliberate move. Unconscious. My nose is perpetually red. My class teacher who has told my mom something about something wrong that has changed my behavior that has hurt my mother and also the fact that she too cant help me. I don’t know how is it supposed to happen. I don’t want her to be so tensed about me but I don’t know how to make it better for her, for me. I don’t want to change it if you ask me. I’m used to this. Like slowly getting habituated to it.
I’ve got used to being like this. Nothing bothers me and this bothers mom.

Everything is so unfathomable yet so simple to comprehend. A major contrast. Not looking for serendipity but cant it just surprise me?

I’m smiling. 🙂

The problem is just that it fails to reach my eyes.

X PinkDragon X